Sunday, July 11, 2010

Update on Aaron

Aaron and I are no longer dating.  i lost him again. Here's the updated verison of our story.

once there was a girl. Her name was Summer. She was lonely. Her bestfriend, Ashley, had a boyfriend she loved very much. Ashley's boyfriend, Dakota, was like a brother




to Summer. But because Ashley and Dakota were so busy with each other, Summer was lonely. Summer went to a football game with Ashley one night and there she saw a boy.



This boy was 2 years older then Summer and an older brother to a boy in Summer's grade. Summer had been admiring him for awhile. He seemed lonely too. The night of the
football game, Summer decided to talk to this boy. His name was Aaron. Aaron made Summer's tummy feel funny and he caused her to babble and ramble about nothing.
Aaron made Summer laugh and laugh and talk and listen. He was so nice! Summer really liked Aaron. So that night, boldly, she asked him out. He wasn't sure about it
and instead of being hurt, Summer teased him "A cute, funny girl asks you out and you can't say yes?" and he laughed and responed "you are very cute and funny and very sweet but..." he trailed off. He still hadn't given her an answer when they left, seperatly, to the after-party. When they met-up there, Summer took him to a place where they could talk alone. There she kissed him. And he agreed to go out with her. And for awhile they were happy. Summer was always laughing and Aaron was always laughing and together, they were happy. Weren't they? Summer always thought they were. Then Summer got sick. Very, very sick with H1N1 and had to stay home and miss Aaron's birthday. She bought him a jacket. He really liked the jacket. Then, Summer's heart hurt. She didn't know why but Aaron made her happy and she knew it couldn't possibley last. It was too good! She told him it was over. Summer felt really bad. She cried. alot. Summer pushed Aaron away and he didn't try to come back. Then one day, Ashley played a mean joke. She texted Aaron on Summer's phone and told him Summer loved him. He responed, "I love you too" and Summer set him stright, telling him it really was a joke. she cried and yelled, because she knew it was true. She just  didn't want him to be hurt anymore. She knew pushing him away hurt him. It hurt her. She then reliezed why it hurt. She really loved him. Still does. Summer pushed this out of her mind. She tried to stay friends with him. She got jealous when other girls made friends with him. Summer had even met a boy named Rhace, who she texted and talked to.Then Aaron went to juvie. He'd been having a hard time, never going to school.
So Aaron was in juvie for 3 weeks .and she focused on the school play she was in, and texting and hanging-out with and flirting with Rhace. Rhace was 18, 3 years older then her but he was sweet, he had money, he had a car, he was cute with those beautiful blue eyes, he saw her as an innocent, sweet little girl. Summer's family even liked Rhace. And, for a time, she was happy, content not having a boyfriend, content just flirting. Then Aaron came back. It was a punch to the gut, reminding Summer of love, happiness and heartbreak. She then tried to date Rhace. Why not? he liked her, he said she was beautiful, he said she was innocent, pure, untainted. She wanted Aaron like a toy and Rhace was a healthy way to distract her. But Rhace didn't want a relationship, he no longer believed in love, his ex-girlfriend Kelsey had broken him. But Summer kept flirting and talking to him anyways. She also comprised a plan to get Aaron back. She'd confess on New Year's. So she worried and was nervous but she was determined.So determined she told Rhace it was better
to just stay friends. She tried to get past the akwardness with Aaron, and on New Year's she got him alone. She was so scared, she took forever to say what she wanted but then she finally got them out. And he turned her down. He liked someone else. He'd moved on. It hurt so much. Then he hung around Kelsey, Rhace's ex, the rest of the night. And Summer cried in the girl's bathroom for the rest of the night.
She cried off all her make-up and messed up her hair. Summer's heart was broken. All she could think was that she deserved this, for hurting him. Summer held out hope but he wasn't coming around.
She tried to get over it and, a few months later, was persudatted by Ashley to date Ryan, a friend of Ashley's, and Summer did hoping it would help. It didn't. She didn't feel anything for Ryan, so after a month, she broke-up with him. She became friends with Aaron again. And then, she heard he was dating Emily.
Emily wasn't that pretty but she always was hanging around Aaron. Emily's voice was annoying and Summer hated her but she pretended to be her friend, for Aaron's sake. Then Aaron cheated on Emily with Angel after only dating Emily a few days. Angel was prettier then Emily, not by much though and an actual friend of Summer's. It didn't really hit her till Angel started wearing Aaron's jacket. The jacket Summer had bought him, all those months ago for his birthday. Summer was heartbroken. Again. But she wouldn't say anything. Aaron was so happy. He called Angel his boo. It hurt. He'd never been that sweet to her. He loved Angel. Summer still loved him. Summer still couldn't let Aaron go. Especially after Angel moved away to Texas. Without telling Aaron. Then Angel got a boyfriend. The first day she was there. She'd been
with Johnny for as long as she'd been with Aaron. Aaron was so mad at her so he cursed the whole state of Texas. Summer was okay with this. She wasn't okay with a certain girl named Jaliee hanging all over Aaron though. No, not at all okay. Pissed, for lack of a better word, sounds right. So she hung out with Aaron out and then, on the 4th of July, Ashley txted Aaron. And then, like magic, Summer had a boyfriend. Again and it again it was Aaron. She was so happy. But sadly her happiness didn't last long. On the 3rd day they dated he told her it was over. "I'm just not ready for a relationship" he said. Summer was so sad and lonely. So lonely. It felt like no one needed her, like she had no purpose. It wasn't till the next day she learned Angel was back in town. Angel had stolen Aaron away to Texas on the night of Ashley's birthday party. Summer was pissed. Pissed he left her for Angel, pissed he took Angel back and pissed at herself for not being what he wanted. She tries to convince herself she hates him but she just can't. She loves him and it kills her so much. Then she decided to write this all down as a Story and put THE END at the end. Right now the
ending isn't that happy but it needs an ending so Summer, so I, can't hurt anymore. Maybe i'll tell him that i'm hurt. Maybe i'll tell him i still love him. Maybe. I just want this to end.
So Aaron can be happy. So I can be happy. So...

THE END

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